Piece of me

My new obsession
Look how she napped
she even let out a couple of light snores

AWWWW..



She's teething and she chews anything she sets her eyes on
from earphones to chargers and even wires
=.="


She is pretty paper-trained I would say
But not in the living room & kitchen
Just in ma room

But today she went berserk
I have to clean up her pee & poo everywhere in my room
she just wasn't willing to do her thing in the pee tray



I really need to spent more time paper training her



The last time I trained my Jack Russel
It took me around 3 days
Ain't Maltese supposed to be easier to train?!



The cutest devil

I'm out

Here's Lili
I know, the name is so plain jane
wanted to name her princess
But they were all against it


Oh
She's my new fluff ball
Maltese
Not my first choice
But couldn't resist not bringing her home
Thanks to B for making it happen
My hero <3

Never really had "my" own female dog before
though I used to and still have a couple of females at home
Is it her? or males and females tend to act differently
she all snugly and so attached to me
She snuggled up to my at night for warmth
and lay her head of on

awwwww...

I've been a bad girl mum
As always I've acted without seeking your permission
This time round
I know I'm so screwed
I'm guessing an hour of insensate nagging and preaching
On what?
Responsibility and commitment of course

Mom,
I really do LOVE animals and I'm perfectly capable of having my own pooch
Trust me won't ya
I'm a big kid now



Side note; ain't you happy I'm bounded to home now
less shopping, drinking, clubbing
= less $$$ spent

In times to come

I really do wonder


Why do people always speak of wanting to be independent


What's so nice about being independent?


Try having to relay on no one but yourself




When you yearn for someone who you can just depend on
Nothing to worry about
To be there in times of need
By then you will realize how alone and helpless it is



Won't it be nice if someone is there to shoulder the burden?




To cushion your fall?




If I ever find someone like that
I swear I'll never let it pass me




It's not easy being alone




Its something I can only wish for
Or
Left to be dream of



Since it has always been like this
I should probably stop dreaming for the impossible
and face the reality




The cold hard harsh reality
On the bright side
At least I'm getting stronger by day

p.s; At least I have my family, but when I want to share their burden.
Mine just gets heavier.

The Impractical Pursue

I am still very much in love with my new hair cut

I do wonder
If I can be as perfect as a photograph
Or only showing the best angle and just PS away the flaws
Hmmm


The DURIAN head B
Ugliest hairstyle of him so far
=,=








Why do people always have the need to pursue the impractical
The need to gratify these exorbitant impulses
Condemn with limited allowance yet the wants just keep piling up

BUT

Who on earth can resist the cutest thing around

Be it this adorable Poodle


Or

The not very admired but the still the cutest Pug


I am so confused
My rationality is telling me NOT to buy
I'm not ready for such commitment
My senses is telling me MUST buy
Their way too cute to resist

These are photos from breeders, am gonna drop by tomorrow to have a look
Hopefully just a look

Home the entire time on both Tuesday and Thursday


Wednesday- 18/02/09

Dinner at downtown
Korean BBQ again
So much for going on diet
=.="

I finally knew where Canada's F21 is
Bought 2 tanks and a pair of slippers
Tanks are courtesy of B

Staying home too much is depriving my sanity
I really need something to spice up ma life

Right round

I have this huge craving for chocolate

I've been craving for it the longest time already

Finally done with 82 episodes of The Gem of Life

Finally settled down in my new home
Done with all the "spending" & "buying" shit for the living room and kitchen
Only short of the sofa and PlayStation3 and the freaking internet modem

Valentine
Without the presence of a loved one
But
Well spend indeed
In the company of good friends <3333 size="4">

Mom and Dad is going to pick me up in Hong Kong!
Home sweet home in June


Friday- 13/02/09

Friday the 13th had our house warming party
Hotpot and loads of booze

The only thing we had at our refrigerator
was...
booze, booze and more booze
we had 2, 24pack Canadian
and a 24pack Heineken
that's like 72 bottles, 18 jugs of beer





Saturday- 14/02/09

Woke up in the late afternoons
To the supermarket for groceries and for our late lunch/dinner
Steven came over
Drank again
Had a very sinful supper yet again

Sunday- 15/02/09

Home the entire day
Played poker
Had green curry for dinner
Its been so long since yours sincerely stepped into the kitchen and cook!

Monday- 16/02/09

First day of my one week long holiday
I'm already feeling bored
The friends went back already =(
Woke up pretty early compared to the last couple of days
Cooked white porridge and salted egg
Finally a bland meal after all the MSG and oily meals
Had sushi take out for dinner

Life's too plain sailing here
I miss life in Mississauga
Ktv, Clubbing, Dinners

I'm a bored girl =.=

To the brim

I LOVE MY HAIR
and there's nothing you can do about it


Was showing mum my new home thru Skype earlier on
Mom spotted my haircut immediately
Showed her the back of my hair
She said its exactly like her old hairstyle
Mother and daughter telepathy =)



After 2 days of painstaking clean up
My room is finally livable

The other room is half done
The living room and kitchen is still in a total mess

So Mom..
Here's a better view of my humble room

My closet
I had to pack some of my clothes back for they wasn't enough space
Probably gonna hang my winter-wear outside
that is after we cleaned up the living room
I need more space!


My bed
Whats left of my old&useless&sheer curtain
I D.I.Y it
Pretty creative eh?!
I had to nail the fabric up
Initially Joshua was helping me with it but he nailed his finger =.="
So I had to finish it myself
Extremely =) with the outcome


The other side of ma room


Black curtains
It almost blocks out the sun completely
But it cost me another neat $50
Thank God B paid for it first
I actually fixed the table.. With just a lil help from B

Got the rose wall mural from Ikea at $20 for a pack of 4
Might be getting more for my own room in SG



I've finally quit after smoking for 8 frigging years

No No No

Not quit as in quit smoking
But I finally quit smoking menthol cigarettes
I've always been very persistence in my choice of cigarette
Never been able to settle for cheap stuff
Always have been an avid Marlboro menthol light smoking
Might have switched to menthol in between
But its still Marlboro

Now.. with the recession on
High expenses country, meager allowance
I've switched to some cheap china NON MENTHOLATED shit
$40 a carton, even cheaper than those in SG

Look on the bright side
If I can quit smoking menthol cigarettes
I can quite smoking for good too
Working hard on quitting for good
Then I'll save even more $$

P.s I'm have this impulse to buy hedgehogs
Cutest thing ever
Irresistible

Wordy entry

Wednesday- 04/02/09

Finally got my hair cut
I am VERY SATISFIED WITH IT
This time round its gonna take me a long long time for my hair to grow back
Its kinda punk-looking now
And I did a colour-treatment
It came out pretty black and its kinda red under light

Caught The underworld 3, Rise of The Lycans after
Pretty good movie..
Although I prefer the 1st and 2nd one more
The endings kinda out of place
I'm guessing there will be a part 4

Back home
Please forgive me for I have sin yet again
I had supper =(
A banana, a cake and a box of smarties
Starch and Calories
Damn me!

Why do all good things come to an end

我当初不是很想离开的吗
干吗现在还會这么不舍得

这段时间将会是我一生无法忘的
当好友都在身边

這次得離就當作是我人生又踏出一步


Nearly done with all the packing
It took me over 2 days to get everything packed
4 luggage
couple of small boxes
a hand-carry


Photos with my girls before leaving for good


Amy...
Used to find her way too annoying at times
and now I find it way too quiet

I wrote on my QQ
突然少了人在门外喊。。J。。你在睡觉吗，每人陪我看珠光宝气。。
Amy always do that
she is afraid to wake me up
so she will always shout to make sure I am awake
and I used to find it so annoying that someone will wake me up
and now
I'm missing it sooo much

and
Amy wrote on her QQ
Amy... 我回来了
I swear I almost burst into tears seeing that
that is what I will say whenever I came back
ALTHOUGH
she always insist she will not miss me
BUT
she sent me out and stood there waving me goodbye
although she is very afraid of the cold
and
she is only wearing a thin jacket that day
surprisingly she did not rush back in

I know she misses me
and I miss her too =(


Cleared my room
and ready to move
Is my room really that messy?
FUCK that FAT BITCH
full of crap
she wanna charged me $50
caused she says my room is in a mess
just admit that she is getting back at me
what a loser


The people that sent me off
I suck at goodbye
and I hate having to bid goodbye
I have my fair share of goodbyes
but I am still bad at it
I am always afraid that I will burst out crying



When everyone else is happily shopping for CNY clothes
And since I don't get to celebrate CNY
I have to shop for daily necessities and stuff for my new home
I've got a set of bed sheets
and comforter cover
a bed light
mirror
and a bin


And since I think I did pretty well on my final
As a reward
I got myself a new line of Clarins product
I seriously do think the brightening serum works wonder
It has only been less then a week
and I see my scars fade
and my pores are getting smaller
and less pimple pooping out

I did the craziest I haven did in a long time
I dyed my own hair
=.=
Its like a darker shade of blonde

anyways
probably gonna go Hong kong before going back SG
and will head over Guangzhou for a couple of days too
SO freaking EXCITED
mum says she might meet me in HK
double yay-ness

Was roaming about in Chinatown on Monday
happened to pass by this pet shop that is hiring
went for an interview
hopefully everything will go well
so I can start on my job soon
and earn more $ $ $
hopefully another trip to New York before heading home

Seems like this is a pretty good year after all