Another sleepless night

Summarized meaning for men.
Man;noun, plural;men, verd;manned, interjection;man-ning
1. Refer to the formulate above. Man is the root of all problems.
2.Road to disaster
3.One way ticket to hell

insomnia again!

Been running back and fro from the toilet, i don't need a doctor to tell me I'm suffering from food poisoning. Normally i would be pleased to be suffering and gladly NOT do anything to it, its a good way of dieting cum cleansing my system. Sadly, it came at the wrong time, planning to go for a buffet dinner tomorrow with Fiona and a few others, and HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO FOR A BUFFET NOW!!

Actually this is not the main reason for not being able to sleep, i miss my old bed.
Not cause its my old bed.
But caused its small, its a single bed just nice for me. Another person would just make is cosier. Though i always complained and i was the one who wanted to change into a bigger bed.
But now,
I find my bed too big, too empty, missing some thing.
I know what I'm missing.
A familiar smell,
A familiar warmth,
A familiar snore,
The other now empty side.

I HATE MY LIFE!


Plus there is something wrong with fucking stupid idiotic laptop, i keep disconnecting from the Internet. Arghh..
I need a new lappy.

Been there, done that.

CHAPTER CLOSE

though i really do miss him so

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My testimonial/comment, some how its came too late.

Anyways life too short for regrets or to feel sorry for myself.

My life is
Bore!
Boring!!
Bored!!!


Mj again today, won barely enough to cover my transportation.
Had this terrible sore throat for days, regardless i still had prata which is my only choice since its already 1+, Feeling really sick for the past few days, fever, sore throat, running nose, losing my voice too. Lost most of my appetite, looking on the bright side i lost a few kg. Only had like one meal a day?? threw up my dinner on my way out, feel really bloated though its just 2 mouthful of rice. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??

anyways, heard this over the radio.
myths and facts.
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Fact no 1# A person spent 3 years of his/her life in the toilet.


Fact no 2# Vanilla arouse older men, in another word vanilla tend to make an older men horny.


Myth# Though alcoholic drink is also water, but human cannot survive on alcoholic drinks only.

For now, call of nature.


ta~

Sticks and stones may break my bone, but words can never hurt me

NO

i knew it!!

its all a lie

miracles never happen

('v')('v')('v')

My one and only. Edric Wiyana

I must be dreaming.

*Pinch*pinch*

Ouch!! Ouch!!
baby really did pinch me ok! and it really hurts!!

i just cant believe it. Miracles do happen.

I swear i love my baby sooooo much.
My long-awaited miracle is finally here, life starting to look so much better now.

8.54am

Super long time ago. Chirstmas at nigara falls, its like a brigde linking the US, buffalo; and canada, toronto; up. Just like the bridge linking SG and JB. Winter came really late last year, the snow just came on and off and started snowing till janaury. It was raining on christmas so we enjoyed a wet christmas instead of a white chirstmas. Chirstmas there its just like Chinese New Year in sg, all the shops are closed.

Nigara falls, extremly cold. The first time i was there we had this really fucked up hotel room, with no heater, freezing my arse off, ended up we had to pack up and make a 2hrs drive home in the middle of the night.

Snowed for the first time since i was there.

Being damn bored, draw a watch and a ring on baby's hand. If u look carefully, ive actually drawn a rolex watch.

Haven played this for a long time. I wonder what do u call this, used to play it during my primary school days, 20 cents for one if i did not remember wrongly, used to buy it after school in a mama shop under the HDB right beside my school.

Biggest balloon blowed by mui.

Baby tiny winny balloon, im way much better then him. heehee

Me.

Us.

Black shampoo, i mean literally black coloured shampoo.

One thing i hate about Indonesia, mosquitoes. look at the amount of bites i have in just a day. Probably more the 10 bites i think. Terrible. *Shake head*

Disgusting scar.

This is what we call backside itchy, direct translation from Chinese, wanted to learnt, and learnt it somehow, much easier then i expect it to be, and the one i learnt was manuel hor! actually i didnt know honda wave/vespa also have manuel / auto. ive decided i wana get one in hotpink! on my previous trip to Jakarta. And thus, the ugly scar. Speaking of manuel, baby taught me the how to drive a manuel car on trip, it was really really really hard, with tinted windows and dim roadlights and no traffic lights oh yaa, in padang the traffic lights are off at night, damn cool right? i had hell of a time driving, baby was shouting OMG OMG through out. haha""

Very daring monkeys. The second time i was there my peanuts were robbed by a very fierce monkey. -_-" , so were the drinks that was on the car. Very weird monkeys too. They actually pick up cigarette butts and placed them in the blue plastic bag i was holding in my hand.

Padang

Finally.
after like a million years, got to see baby's hometown.
Indonesia, Padang.
Feeling giddy not exactly jet lag thought its only a short trip. Must be cause of the freaking long hours from the previous trip. 26 hrs, 3 different flights, longest flight was 18hrs.
damn shitty.


And seriously, the pictures is like taking forever to upload, i think ill just do them when im back.

Monday Blues

Late entry.
My room

The finishing look of my new room~

New curtains, loved my new curtains, see how well it blocked the sun. 70% of sun blocked.

Nice~

New wardrobe. Made up of shelves and poles. Bought from Ikea, Cheap and good!

Prawning

Pasir ris farmway 2. Along the stretch of fish farms/aquariums. Prawn, fish, kampong fishing? i think its with a stick and string, catch and release too, $8 an hr, kampong netting?? for small kids to net small fish. $8 an hr. Prawning at $12 an hour, with super gigantic prawns, but 3 rods, 2 1/2 hrs, one gigantic prawn and 3 disappointing small prawns. I still think marine south is better even though it has smaller prawns.

Small and over-crowded prawn tank. That's my mum in purple, dad in white beside.

The run-down counter. The place is run-down, fly infested, but not a bad place to prawn.

Fishing pond, catch and release, $15 an hour i think?? heard from my brother they have really really big fish.
My younger brother got lucky, cast less then 5 mins and got a super tuber gigantic prawns. As long as my slipper. Lobster looking prawn.

Not sure what is this, breeding pond?? aquariums?? right beside the prawning tank.

Super tiring day. Mj afterwards.

Ciao~

Thursday

1st of all... Ive misplaced my camera at home.
ArHhhHHhhH
misplacing something at my home is equivalent to losing it.


Secondly... i DO NOT pity the drunk girl in my previous post, in fact i think she deserve it.
Serve her right. Shall write bout it another time.

Third... i should have taken pictures yesterday, the bar is HAPPENING for once. We have
guys stripping and dancing. laugh out loud!!!!

fourth... i finished painting my room, and got a queen size bed, shall upload the pics if i can
find my camera.

Fifth... i have been a very hardworking girl lately, been working all the time. Working again
today and tomorrow.


Ciao.

Monday morning

THATS IT! freaking blogger with the stupid hindu words is pissing me off bigtime!

This is my second time writing the same post. If u, yes, u know who you are, and if u continue to sit beside me and read what I'm writing I'm going to bash your head! And u don't have to read after me. I NEED MY PRIVACY! u can read after I'm done! so STOP READING NOW!

Boring weekend.

Mj on Friday, went for dinner with my parents. Korean BBQ at east coast, damn expensive. $185 for the 5 of us, i don't think its really worth the price, the food is good, but not the kind that makes u go wow, get the idea? Whats best should probably be that at least there is someone to grill the food for you.


Prawning with my brothers afterwards, my mother wanted my 2 younger brothers to spent quality time bonding since they are always arguing and fighting non-stop.

Marine South, saw and heard from forums, from friends that it ain't the best place to prawn but for me i still think its OK.

The place is definitely run-down, dirty looking, with just a super small prawn tank, very infested looking water, nothing impressive, very turn-off, but... loads of prawns and fun.

Its considerably cheap, bait and rod, $12 an hr. 2 hrs and a half for $24, 4 hrs for $36. And they always throw in another additional half hour, i paid $24 for a rod and got 3 hrs in total. Damn worth it right?

But sad to say, the prawns seem to get smaller nowadays.

Giant claws, the previous time the prawns have giant blue claws, just like a crab, it even bigger then the prawn itself, with spikes on it. Trying to upload the pictures up, think there might be an error, will try again next time.

Worked on Thursday, Saturday, Sunday.

I think my workplace is really unlucky, or who knows cursed!

Initially its my off day on Saturday, but got called back cause they were short-handed.
One of the waitresses were drunk and the other fell down. Damn suey right.

But. That's not all.

One of the waitress, got an offer to finish a on the rock in exchanged for 30 ladies drink, so do your math. The total cost for 30 LD is $450 i think, ain't not sure too. for every LD there is a commission of $5, so 30 LD its a $150. And for the sake of the mere $150, a very professional her got pissed drunk bringing us alot of problems when she refused to go home.

Oh, did i mention? it was her first day at work. Couldn't blame her totally too. But shes really too much to handle.

First she had to get carried out by 2 of my fellow waitresses from the washroom, she was found sitting on the toilet bowl with her underwear down at her feet.

Second, we have to go around looking for her shoes, and i embarrassed myself by not knowing she is a waitress there and asked around who is her friends to locate the shoes. -_-"

Thirdly, people keep coming up 2 to be exact, and ask me to do something about the waitress caused she was wearing a skirt and sitting on the chair but sleeping with her legs open.

Fourth. she had to come in and bang against me while i was clearing up the place and make a cup break, cutting herself on her feet, which later i heard the glass was stuck in her feet, an ambulance was called to bring her.

Have no news of her since, wondered if she will be back to work? hmm.. what a first day of work. Hopes she fine too.

Damn bored at work today, played dice with my manager, bet on a mug of water each time, i lost twice before having my winning streak than lost another 4 consecutive times in a row, which makes it a jug of water, SUPER DUPER full!!! i swear i would puke it i have to drink another mug.

I hate my bf! He is a nasty piece of digusting looking shit!
He is sleeping again. Leaving me to rot. ARhhhH!