New year, New hopes

It was 8 in the morning

Just finish watching my drama series

happened to look out the window

which is something I don't normally do

and thank GOD I looked
If not
I'll be missing the most majestic rainbow I ever saw

It merely took me less than a minute to drink

and

the rainbow was gone for good

When the weather is bad

and the cash is limited

the gatherings get more frequent

Friends that make Canada wonderful

Hot pot and drinking

has already been a routine

I have been eating hot pot for at least a week continuously

I seem to get hungry once I drink

its always in the midst of drinking and I'll suggest having hot pot

sometimes as late as 2 am

Supper is already fattening, Hot pot as supper?!

I deserve to put on weight

I'm finally done with watching The Gem Of Life

Its 80 episodes long

but its only showing up till episode 50 now

Every night

its always drinking and hot pot till 3 am

and watching my drama series till like 8 in the morning

I'm screwing up my bedtime!

Holidays are ending in another 5 days time

I really need to revert back to my old usual bedtime

12 midnight

not a minute later

I've yet to do any revisions

and

assignments

and there is this major test on the first day of school

Countdown for new year is the last time I'm gonna play

then its back to serious mugging

exams are starting real soon

then its the end of a semester, I can't afford to screw up

its a very critical month

Random

Boxing day was a disappointment

though every thing is dirt cheap

but I just wasn't interested

might be the lack of sleep, or sheerly not in the mood to shop

I am proud to say that I came back empty handed

Old photos

Korean BBQ

it seems like this is the only thing I will eat whenever I'm at downtown

Can you believe his only 17?!

Nice people we met at a club

Probably going out for hot pot tomorrow

I know

Hot pot again

I'm missing home cook food

I would kill for it!

anyway

Happy New Year to all my love ones

blessed you all with all the love & luck

with love

J

Christmas spells loneliness

Merry Christmas

and

Happy birthday to my darling Jelyn

Another 15 minutes more till Christmas is officially over

Christmas is my favorite holiday

Although I ain't christian
But I love Christmas more than anyone else

No snow on Christmas, was raining instead

But snow was piled up everywhere

So.. Its still a white Christmas

I don't know why, but I wasn't in the mood

It seem like every other day

24/12/08-Thursday

Christmas Eve

Nice school mates invited me over for dinner

Turkey was replaced by hot pot

Not a tradition Christmas dinner

But the love of Christmas was felt by everyone present

Exchanging of gifts

Jokes and beer over dinner

A simple meal taste especially good

Especially homely

Even for a few hours

It felt like I was back at home

God bless these nice souls

They even had a gift prepared for me

I received 2 gifts to be exact

A box of chocolate and a card

Bad Bad me went empty handed

Went Ktv afterwards

Kinda boring

25/12/08

Slept all the way till nearly 5pm

Wanted to go out for dinner

But Christmas here is just like Chinese new year

Everything is close

So we had to make do with hot pot and Chinese take out

and yeah...

I never seem to get bored of hot pot

Downtown tomorrow

finally the long-awaited

BOXING DAY!!

everything is so dirt cheap

shop shop shop till I drop!

Let it snow

Sunday- 21/12/08

Karaoke with the guys

This time round.. No more bubble tea.. Black label instead

Supposed to have a snow storm that day

But we went out anyway

The weather did not seem "that" bad from inside

But it was really bad outside

The wind was so strong

For once I'm glad I'm fat

Or I'll pretty much be blown away

Able to cam-whore

Pretty much free from alcohol

And I'm still looking sober

And cause Joshua is a bad drinker and Alex doesn't wanna drink

The bottle is pretty much finished by me and Andrio

When the bottle is finished

We had our first round of tequila and beer

I'm pretty much on cloud nine

or tipsy might be a better term

And yeah..

I'm singing

And if you know me well enough

I'm never a singing person

The second round of tequila and beer

The messy unkempt hair

Sitting straight has proven to be a problem

And I'm pretty much a goner

It's so creepy

I'm staring to lose my memory when I'm drunk

This has never been a problem for me

I always remembered what I did even when I'm dead drunk

This time round

I barely remembered what happen

It this a god sent warning for me to stop periodically?

I had a couple of photos in my camera that I don have impression of

Goodness

Damn the gastric of mine

I wasn't able to take in any solid food

any food to be exact

I kept throwing up

I even lost count of how many times

even by 10 pm the next day

I still reek of alcohol

guess I really had too much to drink =(

Christmas is just tomorrow

I am not even in the festive mood

Major mood swing

Even a white christmas is not helping

and

I do not even have plans yet

No gift exchanging

No christmas tree

No family

It just doesn't feel like christmas!

God bless the poor soul

Drinking session again today

And I managed to stay off the alcohol

*pat myself on back*

Priority 

 was to take care of Jasmine since she said she wanted to get drunk

and

I have to stay sober to make sure she is well taken care of

and

what is the point of drinking and staying sober

so

I just stayed off it 

I'm guessing I'm gonna get murdered if he knows I post these photos up

But

Whatever

My friend.. the one night only drag queen

With "her" loving bf

Ain't they the sweetest

It's 7.30 in the morning

and I am not close to feeling sleepy

Just came

as expected my dear girl was pretty drunk

and I let her have my room 

went over drag queen's to catch the eye ten movie

and

I had instant noodle while watching

at such heavenly hour

No wonder I am putting on weight again

I keep snacking in between

I really need to stop eating immediately

or my efforts for these past 2 months will be wasted!

Down with flu and cough

Feeling much better today

Went K-ing in the afternoon

Rooms are fully-booked, have to stayed in the big hall

something like the pubs we have back at home

2 song per table

Had the urge to go pass the mic 

Omg.. I'm missing home so much...

Dinner and back home

God bless the amazing vocal of his

No doubt the best I ever heard

P.s: I still hate Chivas as much as before =(

I gotta go home

Snow storm today

School was cancelled

The snow is piled up to nearly knee deep

The usual 45 min drive home took nearly 2 hours

White out is the term given by the weather forecast

The blizzard is reducing visibility to nearly zero

Wind is blowing at 45 to 60 km/h

Going out is proven to be almost impossible

All plans are cancelled

I count myself pretty lucky

I'm sensing a bad cold and going anywhere will be too tedious

Was staring out of the window just now

It just strike me at the moment

How pretty it is

The fierce raging snow in circulation

18/12/08-Thursday

Downtown

Dinner, bubble tea and clubbing

Due to my deteriorating health and my burnt out liver

I've decided to sustain myself from drinking

Although I still took small sips every now and then

The main point is

Clubbing is just not fun without alcohol

I thought I might be the kinda person who will still be able to have fun

Without alcohol

But sadly.. NO.. I'm not that kinda person

I'm guessing I never will be

As much as I wanna drown myself

My body keeps warning me with pain that gets worst with every sip

My fear of pain seems to over power my desires

which keeps off the boozing contemporarily

So no more clubbing for the time being

Or at least not on such frequent basis

My BFF and my unglamorous bruise

both looking so freaking sick here

For a moment then, they found the same sex attractive.

I know the way I sit is way too obscene

With my current and potential BFF

The 5 of us

Even when seated in the big fancy booth right beside the dance floor

It's still a boring place

I love the music there though

The crowd disperse even before 1

and it closes at Duhz 2

The place is so empty that you can look across the dance floor

$675 for 2 bottles of Henessy

That's a hefty price to pay for all that boredom

Well..

Thanks to an invention call the credit card

and of course thanks to BFF who provided the credit card

Pretty much unsure

Yeah! 

Finally done with the damn assignment

Although we did not do as good as we expected it to be

But..

At least its over!

And I'm pretty sure this is a very badly planned assignment 

Please do not let this pull my marks down

Two more test tomorrow and the day after

Then I'm freed from all the miserable

I think I'm spending a tad too much

On groceries.. 

On shopping..

On clubbing..

On everything..

All this drinking has taken a toll on my health

My eyes are red and sore

Recurring feverish feelings

Symptoms of arising sore throat

and not to mention the break out I'm suffering 

The huge ugly bruises 

Damn the aching body

I better stop drinking period.

Two huge palm sized bruises

and more dollar coin size bruises all over my feet

People even thought I've got into fights。。。。

For now my top priority is to

Make use of the holiday for more revision

Its soon gonna be a new year

Haiz.. This comes the time when I will start all my emo shit

and start feeling depressed that I'm getting older

and start worrying for my future

and convince myself that I'm no longer the little girl that has all the time in the world to play

For now.. Back to studying..

I need buckets of oil!

When the body defies the soul

I am getting old
My body no longer works with my soul

As much as I wanna party all night

My body doesn't allow it

It has nothing to do my alcohol consumption level

On the contrast I seem to be able to drink better

Tipsy seemed to pass on within seconds and never stayed to play

Damn all the drinking

The only thing I get is a burnt out liver and an aching body =(

I have to admit.. I'm old...

Probably should start taking up yoga or maybe even chess

F you understand

I really can't believe it.

It gonna be Friday tomorrow

Have been going around for the past few days

Mainly for my management assignment

I really have the impulse to skip school tomorrow

Really really tire out

One more week to Christmas Holiday

2 more weeks to Christmas

Clubbing next Friday! 

Should be going with my class mates

Haven got a place to count down for Christmas and New Year

They wanted to go downtown

But its way too cold =(

I don't know why.. But I keep having the urge to shop for new clothes

And a new belt

And a new bag

And shoes.. and wallet.. and so much more..

I better keep myself busy..

Gonna do my management assignment again..

Bye!

Lick it up

Sunday- 7/12/08

Hotpot for dinner

Struggle through the entire day for my management assignment

Stayed up all the way till 4am

Saturday- 6/12/08

KTV and drinking 

A bunch of crazy people, A whole lot of crazy photos

All the way from 11pm to 3.30am

Madness!

It's confirmed

I'm going back Singapore on either May or June

I really don't know if that is what I really want

although I'm always saying I wanna go home

I've been here for almost year already

Kinda attached to this place

It might be very inconvenient here

but I have long got used to it

My friends, B

I'm gonna miss them so much =(