Saturday, January 10, 2009

New year, Bad start

Had a disagreement over the university/transferring shit with mum
Sorry mum if I sounded a bit harsh
Foul mood plus I'm getting anxious over the nearing deadlines for uni intakes
Bad time to talk...

University fees don't come cheap 
Pretty much a bad time to school abroad

I've not been doing much lately
Even if I'm out its only for dinner

The same old faces
Same old routine
Even if I wanna take a photo
I have nothing interesting to take of =(

I think I'm falling sick
Huge possibility that its sinus
Bad bad sore throat
I could barely smell or taste anything
Feeling weak and fatigue for the entire day

Will try and catch some sleep and hopefully recover by the time I'm awake

I really do hope everything will be resolved soon
There is a limit to how much stress I could take

Seriously I'm feeling this is a bad year
And this time round.. I feel like I'm alone

With no support from my family neither is there anyone I can turn too

2009.. 
The year I felt more alone than ever
The year I realized I'm really on my own

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